Last time I put out my FB link, I met quite a few amazing people, and one who has managed to change my life drastically in a positive way , so I'm hoping maybe I'll meet some more awesome people.

Got a facebook? Add me :] be sure to say you are from da, otherwise i might no accept!


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And goddamnit, I miss him right now.

Disappointed disdainful eyes, all she thinks is of how he lies.
All she lets out is a painful choke, losing all those dreams and hopes.
Shattered thoughts and sustained screams, this is all of which she dreams.

Further and further he sees her fall, he reaches out but does nothing at all.

Feeble cries, a mind gone mad, she longs to see him hurt so bad.
Softly quivering on the stone cold floor, her body cannot take this pain anymore.



All of this for words misconstrued, years would pass and still both would brood.

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The first line came to me when I was in the shower oddly enough. Just worked off that, it made me feel better cause I had a lot on my mind. I just had the way someone once looked at me stuck in my head, which I suppose inspired this. I kept changing the shes to hes and vice versa. Couldnt decide what view point I wanted this. Its crazy how writing flows out of me when im feeling so disconnected from the world. This really has no significance, but at the same time it does. Part of my past er whatnot. Hard to explain because even I dont get it. Perhaps one of these days when I look back on it, it will come to me.

I'm sorry for posting all these pointless journals lately.

But I've made a step today! I'm currently looking for apartments for when I move out. Just finding out the general price and whatnot just so I can save up a bit. I'm excited

I also finally got a general idea of where I'm going for college and what I'm going to study, or at least see if these subjects remain an interest to me when I study them further. For those of you that know me, you know that's a massive step haha. And it's about damn time too. I can't wait.

Moving out has two different meanings to me at this point, and I hope everything will be alright in the end. I dont know how the parents are going to react to this, seeing as the college I want to go to is fairly close to home. I just can't stand living here anymore though. We shall see though. So enough rambling, how are my lovely deviants today?

I have found a new love for space art/ scifi/fantasy work, such as the wonderful works of
=Funerium

Any of you know any good artists in that category?

downwards spiral

always fun.